Sunday, February 12, 2012

rant

Cleary, I am doing an excellent job at the february photo challenge..uhh okay not really at all. but at least i got one day in there. that should count for something. 
N-E wayzzzz life is terrific lately. Lots of homework, which means lots of library time. Which is a bit depressing but  I also think the library is quite serene. so you win some you lose some.
Nothing extrememly drastic has taken place recently.. 
well okay except for one thing. 
I've decided I want to change my major... again. Yep I'm one of those average students that change their major five times before picking the right one. I swore i would never be that average. buuttt you gotta do what makes you happy. And lately, that has been heavily on my mind. 
doing what makes ME happy. 
This time in my life, that i am in RIght now,  is so short. 
I'm sure i'll look back one day and wish I appreciated it more. 
But the thing is, I DO appreciate it. I love everything about it. 
Even the challenges and the fear of the unknown. 
So that's what I am really going to focus on. Living college life the exact way that I would like. 
No one can write my story except for myself.
I don't have to go to the party that everyone expects me to. if i really don't want to go,  i won't. 
I'll worry more about becoming an esteemed intellectual. (big words)
I'll worry  about meeting new people and experiencing new things.  
experiencing all the thrilling things this big world has to offer me. 
Because that's what makes me happy.
Welp, there is my shhpp-ill. 
Life is so good. 



*just a side note. 
Criminal Justice will be my claimed major