Tuesday, February 21, 2012

what's on my mind?

What's on my mind you ask?
ok fine. I'll tell you.

ONE THING.

CAL-i-FORN-EYE-AYE (California)

I leave in exactly 17 1/2 days and I am just freaking out with excitment.

Why?

#1 I have the winter blues. It's cold, it's dark. I HATE all my winter clothes. basically nothing the beach can't solve.
#2 I'm sick of school. I love my classes, hate the work.

#3 I need a lil adventure. My life lately is prett-y predictable. school.drive.work.exercise.eat.homework.sleep. REPEAT


#4 I get to experience my first official "road trip" with some of my favorite gals. they are pretty really crazy so it's a good match.

#5 I started putting together a road trip mix that is off.the.heezy.

#6My mom bought me the cutest bohemian handband today and I CAN'T wait to wear it.

#7My legs are dying to get out of jeans and see some fresh air!

This is where we will be residing.


and last one.

 California is one of my favorite places on earth.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

rant

Cleary, I am doing an excellent job at the february photo challenge..uhh okay not really at all. but at least i got one day in there. that should count for something. 
N-E wayzzzz life is terrific lately. Lots of homework, which means lots of library time. Which is a bit depressing but  I also think the library is quite serene. so you win some you lose some.
Nothing extrememly drastic has taken place recently.. 
well okay except for one thing. 
I've decided I want to change my major... again. Yep I'm one of those average students that change their major five times before picking the right one. I swore i would never be that average. buuttt you gotta do what makes you happy. And lately, that has been heavily on my mind. 
doing what makes ME happy. 
This time in my life, that i am in RIght now,  is so short. 
I'm sure i'll look back one day and wish I appreciated it more. 
But the thing is, I DO appreciate it. I love everything about it. 
Even the challenges and the fear of the unknown. 
So that's what I am really going to focus on. Living college life the exact way that I would like. 
No one can write my story except for myself.
I don't have to go to the party that everyone expects me to. if i really don't want to go,  i won't. 
I'll worry more about becoming an esteemed intellectual. (big words)
I'll worry  about meeting new people and experiencing new things.  
experiencing all the thrilling things this big world has to offer me. 
Because that's what makes me happy.
Welp, there is my shhpp-ill. 
Life is so good. 



*just a side note. 
Criminal Justice will be my claimed major




Thursday, February 2, 2012

Wednesday, February 1, 2012