god bless texas

Last week we set off on a long long road trip all the way to Texas! 

Oh, did I mention we traveled the whole way in a semi? Kinda a weird luxury that Nate can get paid to go where we want to go. 

 I was a little really nervous about riding in a semi because something bad ALWAYS happens.

 Even since I was a little girl. Whenever I would go with my dad something {without fail} would go wrong. Luckily we made it there safe and sound and even had tons of fun the whole way. 

 Some highlights: 

 -Whenever I would get tired, I'd just head on back to the sleeper and take a little nap. Sleeping in the back of a moving truck has to be the most relaxing thing ever. 

-Listening to A Nicholas Sparks Love story on tape. (nate liked it more than I did) HA 

- Everytime we  got out at a truck stop we would race to the door. (Call us children but I had to celebrate the fact that I COULD run after seeing the kind of people we did at the truck stop.) 

-I took my very first truck stop shower and surprisingly, it wasn't bad at all. 

 -Nate's little sister charly rode with us some of the way and kept us very entertained.  We practiced yoga in the sleeper and played plenty of "miss marry mack" 

-We stayed in the nicest hotel once we got to texas because of our bff priceline. (if you're going on a trip do the name your own price option. it seriously has never let us down) 

-We got to stop at a few Indian jewelry shops in new mexico. Yeah, it was right up my alley. 

-We saw more cowboy boots the 3 days we were in texas than I've probably ever seen. 

 -Nate's sister taleas graduated college so that was a big deal and very fun to watch 

-All of us girls layed by the pool all day and got FRIED. holy cow I've missed that feeling. 

 -My parents were kind enough to let me stay with them on the night we got back because nate had to go strait to vernal. I'm lucky. 

 -oh and last but not least. These two songs were our GO-TO's. We sang as loud as we could and listened to them over and over and... over. They are both so good. give em a listen. 

 All in all we had a wonderful time and I'm ready to go on another road trip! But this trip definitely made me realize I'm more of a hotel girl than a truck girl. I like my clean white sheets and a hot shower every night way too much.

so many dream catchers to choose from

It's okay to get a tattoo in Texas. (as long as it comes off in the shower...duh!)

a little babe was trying to photo bomb us. nbd.

lotsa bonding time with these 2 QTS

talk about pride state

this is how excited we were to start a 20 hour trek back home. 

this pic is from last week but it makes me laugh so hard. Lowell loved me but you would never be able to tell by that face. Ha ha 

the perfect date

"The perfect date? I'd have to say April 25th. It's not too hot, not too cold. All you need is a light jacket!"

If you don't know what that is from.. shame. 
April 25th has started out pretty great.
Woke up at the crack of dawn to tell Nate goodbye. Half the time I don't even remember him leaving.
Worked my [you know what] off at cross fit.
I really wanted a video of my 3 pull ups I can barely do but just felt a little embarrassed asking anyone.
HA HA  I am going to need a LOT of practice on those.
Did i mention the cross fit trainer is named Gary? How can you NOT be happy when you hear the name Gary? It's next to impossible. And That's exactly why I've wanted to name by first born son Gary since.. a long long time. It's so ugly that it's adorable. If that makes any sense.
I was expecting a package in the mail today so when the mailman showed up with only a few bills, I began to sulk. Nothing ever gets to our house because our address is all screwy. I laid on the floor in my sweat drenched clothes UNTIL.... I heard a car pull up. I jumped up and guess who it was?!!
The Mailman!
Carrying one single package that I knew had my name on it.
I ran out to meet him (kinda scared him a bit) Grabbed my package. Thanked him. Ran inside and tore it open. April 25 is a good date. 

all that hassle for this single shirt.

Too real.

weekend scenes & comfort zones

Such a fun Easter weekend, I hated to see it end! Saturday I went to a way fun bridal shower for my African sister Taylor. It was so fun to catch up with everyone and talk about wedding deets. But may I just say that I am SO glad we've already had our turn planning a wedding?? Phew. 

After that, Nate's fam had a big ole' Easter party with all the cousins/aunts/uncles etc. We had so much fun playing outside ALL day. I can't get enough of this warm weather!!

& yesterday was a perfect Sunday. Way good day at church,  nap time, and a big dinner with my whole family. Nate and I were BOTH pretty dang blessed in the family department.  

cutest little sister award.

pretty much sums it up

we call it synchronized dancing

Black dress bridal lunch. Such a cute idea.

So great to see Rhonda and laugh our heads off together. some things never change.

It had been wayyy too long since we jammed out with the windows down.

As I've mentioned in previous posts. I have been wanting to do Cross Fit since like.. ever. When Nate gave me a membership for my birthday I couldn't even contain my excitement. Well after being sick and tired all last week, I decided I would start today. I got so nervous. Last night it was all I dreamed about. What if it's too hard? What if I couldn't do it? What if I made a complete fool out of myself?

I woke up this morning half tempted to fake sick. But I knew I couldn't. I had to do this.

and guess what??? I AM SO GLAD I DID. 

I loved it. Loved it. It was so hard. Totally kicked my butt and I thought I would die. 

But I never did! (Thank heavens)

It felt so good to PUSH myself. I haven't had that feeling in a while and I absolutely love it.

I'm still scared for what is to come tomorrow but I KNOW I can do it. 

I know I am going to have to work HARD and continue to go out of my comfort zone but I'm excited. 

Let's just hope that excitement a LOT stays longer than the sore muscles. yikes!

My 22nd birthday.

Well Saturday was the big day. I turned a whoppin' 2-2. I can't believe I'm that old! But I still feel pretty dang young. weird. 


*fair warning this post is graphic*

THE GOOD
+friday night side saddlin at texas roadhouse wuth my sis in law  and bday twin McKell . (everyone thought we were really twins. there's only five years between us. nbd.)
+late night bday eve clean/jam session to twisted sister and Bon Jovi (have i mentioned NAte has some wicked air guitar skills? welll, he does.)
+midnight run to keep us young and alive
+morning walk to Bert's for a scrumptious breakfast. 
+Nate getting me a cross fit membership for my birthday!! That was the one thing I wanted. I'm SO excited!!
+going to the Aquarium and seeing real life sharks and penguins. (call me a nerd but i loved it.)

THE BAD
+the aquarium was PACKED. literally. and we just happened to be the lucky ones behind 3 smelly teenage boys whose odor was literally making me nauseous.
+getting all sweaty and red faced at the aquarium wondering why it was so HOT in there
+feeling too clausterphopic to even stop and get a picture. (very unlike me)
+sitting in costco on a patio ldisplay trying to not throw up while I waited for nate to get the essentials.
+a little girl randomly came and sat by me. I know she wanted to talk but I was afraid if I said anything I would lose it all.
+finally Nate comes back and i tell him I don't dare stand up
+he reassures me its fine and once we get to the car we can just head home (this was the worst part of all because I had been looking forward to spending the rest of my bday shopping my heart out for.. like.. months)
THE UGLY
+I slowly stand up from the patio display and my head gets all fuzzy.
+I tell nate we need to hurry fast to the car. he knew what this meant and abandoned the cart and walked the fastest I've ever seen him walk.
+we get to the electronic display at the front of the store and right as I thought I had made it, that terrible feeling starts in my throat and I look at Nate all panicky and he says "Garbage!" real loud as he points to a big ole garbage can only a few steps away.

And that's when it happened. EVERYTHING I had eaten that day (even my favorite Texas roadhouse leftovers) right into the garbage can.Violently. People all around. The cellphone guy right behind me. Listening to those dreadful sounds no one can handle hearing without wanting to lose their lunch.But I was actually losing mine. It was terrible.
 It felt like it went on and on.
 Finally I dared look up and Nate- the biggest saint I've ever known just grabs my hand and walks with me quickly to the car.
I couldn't believe it.
ME. a new 22 year old just ralphed in Costco. who does that? I thought there was no way it could get worse.
But it did.
We were still in Draper and had to drive all the way back to Brigham.
Nate had to stop in intervals of about 20 miles the whole way home just so I could keep my car mats clean. gross.
Needless to say, the night didn't end as planned. No shopping. No bday dinner. No cake.
But honestly it was okay because I probably felt more love being a little sickly throwing up uncontrollably than I would have by being a spoiled b-day girl.
Nate literally waited on me hand and foot and made sure I was okay.My mom even made me a rice pack because my back was KILLinG me.How did i get so lucky?
All in all, it ended up being alright and today I'm feeling a lot  more like myself so that's good news.
And nate has already planned my "re-birthday" shopping and dinner for this weekend.  I love him.

spring break

 Last week was spring break and I'll be real with ya, I was nervous. I was nervous because for the past few spring breaks I have been in California, soaking up the sun with the funnest friends without a care in the world. But some things change when you get married. (Spring break being one of them) Ha! But last week ended up being SWELL. I loved every minute of it. From girl time at the cabin to bike/long board rides all over town with my love. It was all pretty great & I can honestly say I wouldn't trade married spring break for single spring break for A-NY-THING.

My go-to outfit.

Babysittin' little Charles. She's a QT.

She does whatever face i do. I love her

I swear I don't want kids for years.. then I spend a few days with this babe and forget every reason not to want one. she is precious.

Ha ha Can you believe it still fits??! what a stud.

Someday I will be as good at long boarding as he is

We laughed when some of Nate's young men passed us on the other side of town. Are we too old for this? Nah.

Fun Getaway to SLC! I found some way fun spring clothes & Nate was a trooper.

Nate took this of my little bro. Isn't it cool?  (Proud big sister o'er heeere.)

Nate has been wanting to go to the Nickel Cade since we started dating. I finally gave in.

I got my ring cleaned on Saturday. Crazy it's been a year since I picked it out. I love it so so much.

We watched the sunset from the overpass. That's pretty fun.

p.s I am obsessed. OBSESSED with Eric Church right now. NOT in a creepy way, just in a i-listen-to-his-songs-on-repeat-ALL-day Kinda way. Make sense? He is just so good. And Nate loves him too. and so does my little bro. It's like a weird family obsession but NE wayz Last week I was addicted to These boots and this week it's Sinner's Like me. Give it a listen. You won't regret it. He is so rad.

Also pardon my french but my favorite line is definitely "And when the doctor smacked him, you can bet your As* he took a swing, cuz he comes from a long line of sinners like me".  Ha ha I can't help but picture the little hell raisin' boy Nate and I will most likely have someday.